alhamdulilahh..ALLAH SWT always by myside :)

alhamdulilah..
syukur..akhirnyer doaku dimakbulkaN oleyh ALlah swt.
syukurr.
pagii tuh,ati ku berdebar2 nk ke ospital.
hati ku sentiasa berteka teki adakahh dia idop ataupon mati..
"eii skg nih kol baper huh..biler mau bukakk..aduhh..seram22."
lmbtt...aku dok r kire2 bape jam baper mint..xputus22
biler je masa dah tibe aku pon bertolakk..
ohhh biler nk sampi nih..jgn r ader maslhhh..tolongg rhh
bilr je dah sampi kat depann ospita;l tuh aku mcm xsanggup uhh nk masokk
nk terima pe keputusan yg bakal d0c bg..
jantung aku dahh mcm nk terkeluar dah nihhh..
hak3..masok2 jekk sume doc yg rawt dia sumernyer pandg aku..
aik??asll sume d0c pandng aku ehh??apehal???
aku pon tunggu jek then tye r kat slh s0rg staf uh..
mcm ner keadaan dye skg..then akak tuh call r d0c yg jg dia..
huhu..serammm dollllll..thp BABUN LAUT.
then pas je dah call akak tuh soh dok jap.
tp buknnyer sekejp weyh
lama kott..ader lebih kureng 1/2 jamm woohh
berdebar ati aku nihh..tibe la saat itu
se0rg d0c bwk r masokk dye.
mata aku nih dah xberkelip dah..
aku hnya f0kus yg stu ajer...ituu!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yeazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!
dia dah sehat!!hhehee
yahooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!alahmdulilaah..
wahh aku rasa mcm nk nagiss la pulakk
hehhee tp aku pk keadan sekeliling ..perr ingt tuh set drama ker..
hehe..d0c yg rawt dia tuhh cunnn gilerr!!
aduehh..g0egess.haha..patot la dia leyh seht..
hehee.opernyerr yg rawt tuh cunn..
abiz stu family aku call..nk bg berita appy..
hehe..mak ayh sume appyy biler dgr berita dpd akuu..
biler balikk..pew lagi kec0hh stu rumahh..:)

thank you ALLAH,bec0use u gv me chance to meet my beloved cat..
"ilysm :))

pagi tuh aku tengok keadaan dia makenn terok. monyok jerk. naper ek? entah la. ayah soh anta p hospital tp xdek transpot mau g,mcm ner tuh. fuhh alhamdulilah nasb bekk abg amm ader,leyh dia antakan. then terkocoh2 la kami g ke hosp yg slalu g. masok2 jerkk dah ramaii. aduhh. d0c slalunyer biler aku g ramai tau tp kali nih mcm s0rg duee ajer. aduhh. keadaan dye dah kritikal nih. runsinggnyerr weyhh hti nih. da xtau nk pk aper da. then akak kat kaunter tuh kater kene anta kat main hopstil c0z doc yg pro xdekk kat hops yg aku g tuh. ohh patot laa sepi jer, thenn akak tuh bg aku suratt n len2 lg tok tunjukk kat main hops tuh. aiyyaaa. terok sgt kerk nih? dlm kete aku dah mcm nk nagiss jerk. ye r.dgn jamm lgi. dgn doit ntahh r pokaii ajerk, aduhh. ujian22. biler sampia jerkk,ramaii giler d0c dtg kat aku. ader lebih kureng 5 org kott. giler kan? aku rasa mcm nk pengsann ajer. mke aku dah blurr da. d0c tye mcm2 kat aku tpp aku dpt jawab. enatthhh..sya xtauuu. then doc soh aku ikot dia. kakak aku lak wat pedaftaran. aku dahh takot. grr..doc..sy kne ikot doc kerk??wajib??then doc tuh kater.off c0zz la syg. aduhh. seramnyer aku tgk bilkk yg aku g tuhh. waduhh. dye lakk aku tgkk dah puct leci. then aku bwk la dye sama masok dlm stu bilik tuh. biler masokk ramai gakk r d0c yg ader kat situ. aku rasaa mcm nk melalakk menangis tau x!!! arghhh!!! seksanyer weyh!! uhhh. biler tyme ambik darah,doc gune lah jarum besar. perghhhhh kejamm btol!! rasa nk lari je dri bilikk tuhh. keadaan dya makinn kritikal. ya allahh..allah saja yg tau per perasaan aku. then bilerr suma dah selesai.mcm ambik darahh check tuh check nnih..d0c mengesahkann...liverr dye..dah 70% tak boleyh survive n 30% ajer survive. weyhhh!! waktu aku dgr tuh. aku rasa mcm nk gelakk. aku xcayaa lah weyhh dia ader penyakit!!!!!!! aku xcyaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! slalu aku tgk dye oke jekk, xdek maslh ponnn. the 50% 50% tok idop n mati..ohhh my g0dd?? issnt i m my dream/??????nno!! im realityy n0ww!! n d0c said,peluang tok idop sgtlah tipiss..slalunyer owg yg aader complicated mcm tuhh dahh xdek kat mke bumi nih..dahh paasssadd awyy daa.tp dye mash hidop. air mata aku dah bergenang da..nk nagiss memg ye ponn. thenn d0c tuh soal aku mcm2, mcm inspekter poliz pon ader gakk ouh. ohh kusutt giler otak aku tyme tuhh. thenn d0c kene masokkan die dlm wad. tok dirawt n bg sokong kat liver dia unutkk teroz berfungsi. tymee balikk tuh. mke aku dahh muramm mencukerr dAA. ader gak d0c encemm nih senyum2 kat aku. uhh dlm ati aku ckp "ahhh aper aku pedulikkk doc ensem kerk kaayaa ker..lantakkk r.."tu sume leyhh carikk la. balakk kerr bf kerr.. aper cinta2 nih ker..tuh sume aku dah xerann laaa. yg aku xleyh carikk skg nih dyee..klu diaa mtai mcm ner?? saper nk temann aku?? saper nk teman aku biler aku blaja??argg..aku arp paz nih aku nk jg dia elok22. even dia sakit mcm ner pon aku still nk jaga dia. m0ney can find. but the 0ne like dye cannot find maa..its really hard.hardd!!!! rggg. nasb bek aku xg ke perliss lagi klu x..huh. nmpknyer dia xdek harpn tok hidopp la. huhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. entahh laa. walaupepwp0nn eitu sume qada n qadar. aku redaaa dgn sume tuhh..

here i c0me..

well i here still fine n happy.
u kn0w what.s0mething the people dats we l0v will g0ne when we need they.
they wiill g0 so far from us.
s00 faarr..
farr awayy..
its so kay bc0z sometimes we need it to brush our mind t0 rememberr what we ar d0ing past.
juz c00l bec0z friend will find but true friend its hard to find.
how i ce?
huh
thankss g0d,
when i need s0mebody to talk wif me she c0me to hear all my pr0b.
she is sp0rting even we are 'jarang2' meet
(ehh i mixx language!ahakzz)
she always call mee,huhh,,
to hear my pr0b,n i thoughh even i m sad,
there is nothing sAD when im talking wif her.
thanks friends.
u always make me happy eventhough im sickk..
n fall..
heree..u rr my soall mateess in part of ma life..
u understandd me in watever c0nditi0n n u accepted me what im..
dats true friend rite?
no c0unt about m0ney.
m0ney will c0me n g0 but not true friend.
true friend will happy what we r d0ing.
sp0rtt uss n give uss c0mpassion.
ohh yaa,c0mpassi0n.??
hak33..
there is still n0 more sadd in ma life..
but 0ne day i will lostt herr..
bec0z she decided not studyy wif me anymore..
n i though our cluss will change too.
mm..
datss too sadd lowhh..
i dk i will happy with0t her?
ohh idk.:((
eventhough she always makes mee angryy n madd like crazy but i m happy f0r her.
im happy..
i accep shee wat she iss..
yeahh..u r ma friendd.
always ma friend.
i hope wee will friend until i die..
until the end of my life..
i hope..
thanks friends.u c0me when i need n u always makes me SMILEE.
:))